Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
11:50 AM
fking parents.. go and die now
Sunday, May 31, 2009

CCB sia my fking parents..
Holiday dun seems like holiday to me..
O-Level next year so what?
Ppl cant play com?
everyday must study like fk..
Why dun you try studying..
KNn.. always call ppl dumb and stupid.
Say exams are very easy ..
Easy to score A1.. Knn..
Not easy at all fker..
Everyday of the holiday also got homework..
School homework is already enough..
Yet you fking giving me even more hw..
Knn..
I simply hope you could die..
I would nvr ever regret my thinking..
Die la. .fker..
Ccb.
Holiday can only play 1.5 hrs..
Fk you la ccb.
Dun encourage me to do better for exams already bad enough..
Still keep saying i no brains.. kNn
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
10:55 PM
zz
Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Today A-maths lesson was fun man -.-
1st time i laughed so much during this lesson..
Didnt know Mr Kek was so .......
LOLS..
Dunno how come he drag his topic to -porn- -.-
syed said ridzuan watch porn -.-
Told us life stories abt how porn affect ppl.
Cases of boy hanged to death after watchin porn etc..
The nicest statement made is ..
" I dun watch porn.. However i do porn"
lols..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
12:10 AM
hope its on everyday basis
Sunday, May 24, 2009

Blogging for the date 23rd may..
I seriously will rmb this date.
The happiest day of my life..
And i wil never forget it.
Today early in the morning use com..
Then study history at 11..
After that use com again and eat lunch.
Actually wanted to go play bball at gracia hse..
Mum dun allow while she actually allow it on 22nd may.
idiot.. allow liao then suddenly dun allow..
Took much convincing..
however a deal must be settled.. i gotta do A-Maths when i come home..
Zz.. Fine.. i said..
left home after a quick bath.. coincidencely met ryan..
Took a bus together to west plaza..
Met ws and zavier..
then zav and ryan go 7-11
i and ws ps them .. took bus 3 ourself gracia hse..
Ryan and zav meet ly and brought her to gracia hse..
meet liao go bbal court..
Song tat was there too..
Played for abt 30 mins then one grp of small kids came
to play soccer.. we ignore them and play..
Even more come ltr.. older ones.
Suddenly one of them vomitted and took box of tissue..
Threw all the dirty tissue on the floor
The floor so dirty filled wif germs.. etc..
Disgusted lack of social respect.. Knn sia this kind of ppl
enjoyed the game..
At abt 4 went to play table tennis..
Slack there + air-con
play till abt 7.30 then go home..
Ate only ice jelly while ly eat her noodle..
then that stupid ws. Pro lorh..
Ps me and ly alone.. zz.
what a fren.. eat finish le then follow her home..
then i myself make my way to the bus-stop..
come home .. siannn. Do a-maths -,-
Now using com to play and blog..


i really love ur company alot.. I jus hope i could sms you more often. however this would nvr happen. I am sure you are not interested in doing so either.. Today you made this day the happiest one.. And i wil nvr forget it.

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
9:01 PM
FUCK YOU CHEE BYE
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I so fking hate my mother..
How i really wish she could die immediately..
Die right in front of my face..
I FUCKING HATE HER..
All day long only know how to accuse people..
Use hand slap ppl, hit ppl..
Then ltr go complain to my dad then i hit her..
Knn..
she hit me first then i hit back..
In the end complain to my dad saying i started hitting her..
Chao chee bye..
Ear also got prob..
I said why you take so long to bathe in the toilet..
She said she will be out within 1 min cos i urgently need the toilet..
Then she warn me not to go into her room's toilet..
So i waited outside..
Her 1 min was 12 mins..
I told her nicely.. How come take so long..
She starting using her towel to whack me..
Say i go out to work for money..
Then i was fking wondering.. I asking you abt toilet..
How the fking heck you talk abt office work..
Chao chee bye.. she said i blame her for coming home late..
when i fking asking her abt the toilet.. why are you fking taking so long..
Stayed in the toilet for fking 20 mins.. still say wil take very fast..
Let me go toilet 30sec i come out already.. knn
I am begging you will get kidnapp and rape and killed and stabbed..

Why would i care if you come back home late. . Bitch..
Thinking exams is so easy..
Maths get A already, she still call ppl no brain..
Purposely get such low marks..
Chemistry the same.. Not an easy paper. she said i purposely
get B4.. say i wan to fail in her face..
Wan to spoil her reputation..
What fking reputation.. I rather you go and die now IDIOT FKER ..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
12:37 PM
Yawnz
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Long time didnt blog liao~
On fri 8th may, went to bowling at DT..
Came late so play late..
Saw madeline and her clicks..
Bowling for abt 3 hrs then met ryan at the alley..
After that went to arcade ..
Lastly went to darryl hse play ..
I think play table tennis..
THen went home after that..
Eat mac wif ly, khaliun and ws..
Thats all lo..

Sat and Sun did nothing..
Monday.. hmm.. let me think.
Rmb..
Went to tam, century square watch movie..

Watch wolverine..
Waited for chin fung and gracia for 40 mins !
so longgggg..
Saw something which makes me sad..
But dun wan to talk abt it..
Haiss..
After that ryan, joshua, wei liang go home..
Song tat, me, ws , khaliun, gracia, chin fung went to gracia condo..
Play again..
At night then went home..
khaliun went home first..
Go eat dinner wif st, ws and ly..
Thats all lo..
Then tuesday which is ytd..
After listening compre..
Went home bath.. take bicycle..
met ws and ly kq st and qay at bb court..
Play bb a while then go bike world at elias
wif zavier ..
Met ly ans ws at bike world
Repaired my bike gear for 2 bucks..
Bought lock for 8 bucks.
Ly back wheel spoil so ws and er sponser half half..
Finally went to eat at mac
Actually wanna cycle to gracia condo and meet her..
Then raining so stay at gracia hse..
I played table tennis then the rest play pool.
Play for abt 1.5hrs.. then go ECP cycle..
Cycle from pasir ris, tam then bedok resov..
rest at tam then bedok..
Pretty tiring..
Regretted not chaning my seat of the bike..
Cycl till butt si bei pain..
The grip of the bicycle also like sht -.-
Cycle till bedok, actually want to cycle till ECP..
But 8km.. so impossible..
At 3.40 turned back. cycle..
I last one.. cos my butt dam pain..
Hand blueblack..
Thx to my lousy design of bike -.-
At the TPE connector expressway..
Leg cramp..
So i take my time push bike.. by then all of them at traffic light..
Have to wait for me.
Finally reach gracia house at 4.45
Billard rm, table tennis rm, bb court, tennis court all booked..
So play squash..
The table tennis rm got ppl so cant play..
Tried playing squash.. but not easy..
not long the ppl in the table tennis rm came out so
i zavier and gracia go play..
Play till 8
then went to gracia hse collect bike..
cos parked our bike there..
Eat dinner..
The mince meat noodle cant eat..
So sour.. =X vinegar presence..
reach home internet slow.. hais..
Now using com at home..
Acutally today wei liang wan me go swimming but
mum surely dun allow then cant lorh..
Hais..

During this few days of holiday.. I learnt many thing. Incident which may also change my decision. But not so easily.. However my feeling still nvr change no matter what..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
10:17 AM
zz
Friday, May 8, 2009

ccb sia my knn sister..
fk you chee bye. after exams still dun wan to return
my fking DS.. KNN la..
GO hon gan la..
I just hope you could step out of the house,
cross road 3 sec ltr get knock down by a car la..
Cb kia..
fking patient about it alrdy
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
3:18 AM
Haiss..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Siann lorh..
Want to use com must use secretly
Siann laa..
Blog about monday..
Actually nth much...
only will blog about badminton -.-
Feel a sense of anger in me..
but dunno what kind of anger..
Just very angry and hateful..
Suddenly have this kind of feeling..
Feel very weird..
Rmb that playing doubles..
Me and lam aganist zavier and nowell..
I cant believe i fall down cos of daniel's sweat
He squat on the foot then his knee dam sweaty..
Make the floor so wet..
Then i go slip on that slippery part=.=
Felt down -.-
Still got one more thing..
Yi fan heng heng hit the shuttlecock
so high up in the celling till it stuck..
LOl sia -.-..
Tuesday which is ytd nth much also lorh..
1st was cme presentation..
then a-maths..
after that ss..
Recess thenn cme again.
Presentation again..
then english.. mr ng the relief teacher came..
Class so noisy and slacky..
Finally was history..
LAstly was planning time..
3e3 and 3e1 make so much noise
then mr lek go over and scold them =.=
He yell soooo louddd..
OoOoOoOoOoOoooo..
When he came back to the class.. he yelled again..
LOL..
Given a target slip.. PSLE score lousy = louse L1R5.
Finally lesson end ...
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Stayed back in class wif chinfung,ws,zav,dw..
Slack only-.- cos go home. mum at home.
Dam sian so slack in the classroom..

Do so many things in the class..
talk about the games we played when young.
Play arm wrestling..
play pepsi cola=.=
nobody dare to play pepsi cola wif me =(
Nails too long =X
Stay for abt 1 hr..
Kept talking and talking about each other.
They take so long to settle their CME =.=ll
Finally finish.. go hand the project to mr lek..
Go downstair talk again..
Talk abt the pic downstair..
LOl..

Zav, dw, and cf.. go buy oreo and eat..
Actually lou feng de -.- lousy..
When walk out of school gate, dunno got so suay anot-.-
See someone then people kept making fun of me..
Look back and see and end up nearly knockin into the pole-.-
laalalaa..

cant even slp.. i think i was thinking about you again. i wonder if something would happen.. but it wil never happen..
justed wonder what will happen after secondary school. Will i be able to sms you again? hoping to see you... everyday..
Thinking of you.. Always ..