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fking parents.. go and die now

2009-05-31T11:50:00.003+08:00

CCB sia my fking parents..
Holiday dun seems like holiday to me..
O-Level next year so what?
Ppl cant play com?
everyday must study like fk..
Why dun you try studying..
KNn.. always call ppl dumb and stupid.
Say exams are very easy ..
Easy to score A1.. Knn..
Not easy at all fker..
Everyday of the holiday also got homework..
School homework is already enough..
Yet you fking giving me even more hw..
Knn..
I simply hope you could die..
I would nvr ever regret my thinking..
Die la. .fker..
Ccb.
Holiday can only play 1.5 hrs..
Fk you la ccb.
Dun encourage me to do better for exams already bad enough..
Still keep saying i no brains.. kNn

zz

2009-05-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today A-maths lesson was fun man -.-
1st time i laughed so much during this lesson..
Didnt know Mr Kek was so .......
LOLS..
Dunno how come he drag his topic to -porn- -.-
syed said ridzuan watch porn -.-
Told us life stories abt how porn affect ppl.
Cases of boy hanged to death after watchin porn etc..
The nicest statement made is ..
" I dun watch porn.. However i do porn"
lols..

hope its on everyday basis

2009-05-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

Blogging for the date 23rd may..
I seriously will rmb this date.
The happiest day of my life..
And i wil never forget it.
Today early in the morning use com..
Then study history at 11..
After that use com again and eat lunch.
Actually wanted to go play bball at gracia hse..
Mum dun allow while she actually allow it on 22nd may.
idiot.. allow liao then suddenly dun allow..
Took much convincing..
however a deal must be settled.. i gotta do A-Maths when i come home..
Zz.. Fine.. i said..
left home after a quick bath.. coincidencely met ryan..
Took a bus together to west plaza..
Met ws and zavier..
then zav and ryan go 7-11
i and ws ps them .. took bus 3 ourself gracia hse..
Ryan and zav meet ly and brought her to gracia hse..
meet liao go bbal court..
Song tat was there too..
Played for abt 30 mins then one grp of small kids came
to play soccer.. we ignore them and play..
Even more come ltr.. older ones.
Suddenly one of them vomitted and took box of tissue..
Threw all the dirty tissue on the floor
The floor so dirty filled wif germs.. etc..
Disgusted lack of social respect.. Knn sia this kind of ppl
enjoyed the game..
At abt 4 went to play table tennis..
Slack there + air-con
play till abt 7.30 then go home..
Ate only ice jelly while ly eat her noodle..
then that stupid ws. Pro lorh..
Ps me and ly alone.. zz.
what a fren.. eat finish le then follow her home..
then i myself make my way to the bus-stop..
come home .. siannn. Do a-maths -,-
Now using com to play and blog..

i really love ur company alot.. I jus hope i could sms you more often. however this would nvr happen. I am sure you are not interested in doing so either.. Today you made this day the happiest one.. And i wil nvr forget it.

FUCK YOU CHEE BYE

2009-05-19T21:01:00.004+08:00

I so fking hate my mother..
How i really wish she could die immediately..
Die right in front of my face..
I FUCKING HATE HER..
All day long only know how to accuse people..
Use hand slap ppl, hit ppl..
Then ltr go complain to my dad then i hit her..
Knn..
she hit me first then i hit back..
In the end complain to my dad saying i started hitting her..
Chao chee bye..
Ear also got prob..
I said why you take so long to bathe in the toilet..
She said she will be out within 1 min cos i urgently need the toilet..
Then she warn me not to go into her room's toilet..
So i waited outside..
Her 1 min was 12 mins..
I told her nicely.. How come take so long..
She starting using her towel to whack me..
Say i go out to work for money..
Then i was fking wondering.. I asking you abt toilet..
How the fking heck you talk abt office work..
Chao chee bye.. she said i blame her for coming home late..
when i fking asking her abt the toilet.. why are you fking taking so long..
Stayed in the toilet for fking 20 mins.. still say wil take very fast..
Let me go toilet 30sec i come out already.. knn
I am begging you will get kidnapp and rape and killed and stabbed..
Why would i care if you come back home late. . Bitch..
Thinking exams is so easy..
Maths get A already, she still call ppl no brain..
Purposely get such low marks..
Chemistry the same.. Not an easy paper. she said i purposely
get B4.. say i wan to fail in her face..
Wan to spoil her reputation..
What fking reputation.. I rather you go and die now IDIOT FKER ..

Yawnz

2009-05-13T12:37:00.002+08:00

Long time didnt blog liao~
On fri 8th may, went to bowling at DT..
Came late so play late..
Saw madeline and her clicks..
Bowling for abt 3 hrs then met ryan at the alley..
After that went to arcade ..
Lastly went to darryl hse play ..
I think play table tennis..
THen went home after that..
Eat mac wif ly, khaliun and ws..
Thats all lo..
Sat and Sun did nothing..
Monday.. hmm.. let me think.
Rmb..
Went to tam, century square watch movie..
Watch wolverine..
Waited for chin fung and gracia for 40 mins !
so longgggg..
Saw something which makes me sad..
But dun wan to talk abt it..
Haiss..
After that ryan, joshua, wei liang go home..
Song tat, me, ws , khaliun, gracia, chin fung went to gracia condo..
Play again..
At night then went home..
khaliun went home first..
Go eat dinner wif st, ws and ly..
Thats all lo..
Then tuesday which is ytd..
After listening compre..
Went home bath.. take bicycle..
met ws and ly kq st and qay at bb court..
Play bb a while then go bike world at elias
wif zavier ..
Met ly ans ws at bike world
Repaired my bike gear for 2 bucks..
Bought lock for 8 bucks.
Ly back wheel spoil so ws and er sponser half half..
Finally went to eat at mac
Actually wanna cycle to gracia condo and meet her..
Then raining so stay at gracia hse..
I played table tennis then the rest play pool.
Play for abt 1.5hrs.. then go ECP cycle..
Cycle from pasir ris, tam then bedok resov..
rest at tam then bedok..
Pretty tiring..
Regretted not chaning my seat of the bike..
Cycl till butt si bei pain..
The grip of the bicycle also like sht -.-
Cycle till bedok, actually want to cycle till ECP..
But 8km.. so impossible..
At 3.40 turned back. cycle..
I last one.. cos my butt dam pain..
Hand blueblack..
Thx to my lousy design of bike -.-
At the TPE connector expressway..
Leg cramp..
So i take my time push bike.. by then all of them at traffic light..
Have to wait for me.
Finally reach gracia house at 4.45
Billard rm, table tennis rm, bb court, tennis court all booked..
So play squash..
The table tennis rm got ppl so cant play..
Tried playing squash.. but not easy..
not long the ppl in the table tennis rm came out so
i zavier and gracia go play..
Play till 8
then went to gracia hse collect bike..
cos parked our bike there..
Eat dinner..
The mince meat noodle cant eat..
So sour.. =X vinegar presence..
reach home internet slow.. hais..
Now using com at home..
Acutally today wei liang wan me go swimming but
mum surely dun allow then cant lorh..
Hais..

During this few days of holiday.. I learnt many thing. Incident which may also change my decision. But not so easily.. However my feeling still nvr change no matter what..

zz

2009-05-08T10:17:00.002+08:00

ccb sia my knn sister..
fk you chee bye. after exams still dun wan to return
my fking DS.. KNN la..
GO hon gan la..
I just hope you could step out of the house,
cross road 3 sec ltr get knock down by a car la..
Cb kia..
fking patient about it alrdy

Haiss..

2009-04-22T03:18:00.002+08:00

Siann lorh..
Want to use com must use secretly
Siann laa..
Blog about monday..
Actually nth much...
only will blog about badminton -.-
Feel a sense of anger in me..
but dunno what kind of anger..
Just very angry and hateful..
Suddenly have this kind of feeling..
Feel very weird..
Rmb that playing doubles..
Me and lam aganist zavier and nowell..
I cant believe i fall down cos of daniel's sweat
He squat on the foot then his knee dam sweaty..
Make the floor so wet..
Then i go slip on that slippery part=.=
Felt down -.-
Still got one more thing..
Yi fan heng heng hit the shuttlecock
so high up in the celling till it stuck..
LOl sia -.-..
Tuesday which is ytd nth much also lorh..
1st was cme presentation..
then a-maths..
after that ss..
Recess thenn cme again.
Presentation again..
then english.. mr ng the relief teacher came..
Class so noisy and slacky..
Finally was history..
LAstly was planning time..
3e3 and 3e1 make so much noise
then mr lek go over and scold them =.=
He yell soooo louddd..
OoOoOoOoOoOoooo..
When he came back to the class.. he yelled again..
LOL..
Given a target slip.. PSLE score lousy = louse L1R5.
Finally lesson end ...
---------------------------------
Stayed back in class wif chinfung,ws,zav,dw..
Slack only-.- cos go home. mum at home.
Dam sian so slack in the classroom..
Do so many things in the class..
talk about the games we played when young.
Play arm wrestling..
play pepsi cola=.=
nobody dare to play pepsi cola wif me =(
Nails too long =X
Stay for abt 1 hr..
Kept talking and talking about each other.
They take so long to settle their CME =.=ll
Finally finish.. go hand the project to mr lek..
Go downstair talk again..
Talk abt the pic downstair..
LOl..
Zav, dw, and cf.. go buy oreo and eat..
Actually lou feng de -.- lousy..
When walk out of school gate, dunno got so suay anot-.-
See someone then people kept making fun of me..
Look back and see and end up nearly knockin into the pole-.-
laalalaa..

cant even slp.. i think i was thinking about you again. i wonder if something would happen.. but it wil never happen..
justed wonder what will happen after secondary school. Will i be able to sms you again? hoping to see you... everyday..

zz

2009-04-19T15:26:00.004+08:00

today went out to do project..
Do CME project.. Now finally finish liao..
Heng ah -.-
Come home tot of using com..
Use only a little while then parents come back liao..
Sian siaa..
How i wished my parents would let me play com lo..
Hais.. But this will never happen..

i know you are have lots of courage and i believe you can overcome this difficulties.. but there is always win and lose.. everyone makes mistake..

Pissed off..

2009-04-16T18:53:00.002+08:00

I FUCKING HATE MY MOTHER..

FUCKING BITCH..

zz.. I simply hate my mother..

Only know how to talk crap.

think study is so easy..

when cant score As.. say ppl stupid.

Idiot.. No brains.. Say i purposely fail..

FUCKER..

HOPE YOU GET KNOCKED DOWN BY CAR LA..

CCB..

Hais.. today kinda bored..

1st lesson was pc? then pe..

After that was A-Maths..

Still love A-Maths lessons the most..

after that is recess..

Recess finish then E-Maths..

Learn abt graphssss..

Half way.. track and field ppl go CCK stadium for competition..

Chemistry was next..

Finally was english..

Nth much actually.. then go home and take a nap..

Wake up then get scolded by my fking mother..

CCB..

I WONDER HOW MY FATHER TOLERATE HER FKING ATTITUDE

FOR THE FKING 15 YEARS..

hais..

2009-04-14T19:15:00.006+08:00

Blogging abt napfa for ytd...
Siann loo..
My sit and reach was 38 cm only..
But still managed to fetch 5 pts..
Hmm.. standing broad jump only 201cm..
But still managed to get 4 pts..
Shuttle run.. 1st run.. 10.3sec..
Mr Ang said cant re-run=.=ll
But when i ask Mr -K- if can re-run
he said can re-run as many times..
So the 2nd re-run was 10.4..
3rd 14.2.. wtf=.=ll
4th finally.. 9.8 lol..
managed to fetched 5 pts..
Pull up dun say..
Lousy like crap-.- 9 only..
Finally was sit up..
Cheated abit.. actually do only 34 but
Joshua dunno how come count until 38.. lol
..............................
For today nth much either..
Once was CME.. Talk abt CME project..
Next was a-maths finally was SS..
After that recess then cme again..
Hm.. english then history then assembly..
The assembly was super de boring..
Even though 3ex managed to get the upper gallery..
But still the content of the assembly was bored.. Haiss...
heard something .. something which i feel extremely sad about it..
I really hoped this didnt happen at all..

i am truly sorry.. really sorry.. i dunno what to say actually.. didnt know if i irritated you.. but i seriously didnt meant to.. what i was thinking is that i love you..

2009-04-10T20:09:00.002+08:00

Today is good friday..
which means public holiday..
Sleep till 8.30 then wake up bathe..
Read newspaper then go do homework..
Do till 11.45 then came out make bread and eat..
Hungry.. didnt eat breakfast..
Watched tv then dad orderd pizza o.O"
Siann..
After eating... study again =,=
Study for abt 2hrs then my dad let my play com..
But only can play for 50 mins..
sad.. how i wish its SCHOOL HOLIDAY ..
Play awhile then study again..
Whole day was so boring..
I wonder if anything had gone into my thick skull..
Lalala.. Took an afternoon nap and thats it..
On com now to print something for CME project..
Siannnnn.. Yawnzz.

8th febuary.. I had a dream.. A dream that changed my thinking of ....... Cant believe i had this dream.. is it true.. I am not surprised even though its true.. broke out in cold sweat.. Started weeping for no reasons.. Was wondering what the hell i am cryin for.. All i could rmb abt the dream was... A ring, you, someone. People such as the whole clas was inside the dream.. Even mr lek was part of that terrible dream.. Taken place in the classroom. Hais..

i wonder is it ... or ....

2009-04-06T19:02:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i still dunno whats so fun about dota -.-
Anyways.. School life was always thee same..
Homework, tests, extra lessons etc...
1st period was mother tongue..
Dai never come so do si hang..
Very fast finish liao -.-
After that was A-Maths..
Forever got surprise test..
I wonder why the teacher cannot give us a actual date..
Easier for us to study..
If not so many things, very jia lat de -.-
After that was physics ..
I totally forget about the heat ws..
Even the whole class forget=.=
Except for some lo..
After that recess liao..
Then chem..
Worksheets then physics SPA again..
Didnt do practical, only do graphs..
Then Mr Azam wan to show something. so i cant open the classroom door.
Then ppl have to wait outside =.=
Journal write one article niaa..
Then go english lessons
finally go for badminton..
Got new coach =.=
Aiyaa.. Very de what..
Dun wanna elaborate..

I wonder if what she say is true.. I dont believe that you will say such thing.. In fact i feel that you would not even bother or take a look. I am merely nothing to you.. When i wan to give you something, i feel like as if i am forcing you to accept my things.. Obviously meaningful things instead of stupid things....

study study study..

2009-04-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

Siann..
These few days, sister whole day at home..
Cant even use the com..
Whole day stay in my rm study..
Anyways.. today managed to use com..
But use awhile then wan to study liao..
Homework so many..
So tonight aim to chiong like siao -.-
Real Nerds.. Freakin nerds..
I also love badminton training..
Cos i like to play badminton.. o.O"
Today was nth much actually..
first period was history..
Talk about SEQ..
SS talk abt the new chapter..
I just simply love SG history..
Next was MATHS..
Recess ......... then english..
FInally was chinese..
WRite the meaning of idioms only..
Then watch i not stupid.. lol..
Nth much anyways.. BB lol

When i see you.. i just felt a sense of guilt.. Knowing if i ever let you down or do something which you do not like.. Mayb not knowin how to express the love.. Just wan to tel you i love you......

Zz

2009-03-30T20:00:00.002+08:00

Long time nvr blog le..
No blog = no comments.. LOL..
Boring life lehh..
today was quite fun la..
Especially the science lesson..
Ms Wee kept doing funny actions =.=
Lol..
Nth much lo..
SPA didnt do anything..
Just go through worksheet and abt heat..
Skip badminton warm-up etc... Nth to blog ...

Wee .. for fun =.=

2009-03-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

The day for today was so-so..
Not so bad..
Lalalaa..
Lazy to describe about lesson..
CCA was fun.
Always fun cos can use com..
Stayed back for class deco lol..
Then went to CCA..
Didnt use much of the com ..
Do the project regarding the twinning programm
wif the indonesia school
Thats all lol .
I just wished i could see your smile .. But i know this will not ever happen..

Love You alots..

2009-03-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

Yawnz..
Got physics test back .. lol
Siannn..
Next was a-maths.
Dunno how come find it kinda bored..
Next was chinese..
FK SIA !! =.=ll
I didnt even do anything..
Daniel was talking to me and i didnt even reply him.
I just nodded my head cos by that i hope he shut up..
KNN CCB..
Teacher scold me say i talking to him when i didnt even replied.
Just nodded head also tio scolded=.=
Asked to stand outside class..
Asshole.. Anyhow accuse ppl.. KNN..
Daniel thinks his marks so good.
Fuck you la.. good you still go 3e1 .. Pui..
I study pure science while you study combined sci..
Who more difficult ..
Mine la ..
More difficult yet get higher marks than you..
Chinese higher by 1 mark nia..
Come on la.. In outside world ..
They dun see chinese marks..
Science and Maths more important idiot ..
English was next which is after recess..
Raining so gather in class..
Got english grp work ..
Lalaaa..
Got one song Don't Cry Joni..
This song just reminded me of someone..
Though it is not related but.. i could feel a sense of sadness..
Hais..
Next was physics.. no practical..
Go through physics CT ..
Talk quite alot.. got play abit also..
Throw things =.=
Chin Fung go took my most precious thing..
My calculator =.=
Put her water bottle some where super high..
Then she cant reach..
Only wei xian can reach lol
Dun wan to return my calculator ..
Then got assembly..
Police come in talk talk ..
They came across a word called physical abuse..
and verbal abuse..
Physical abuse = taking ppl thing refusing to return..
Seek help from police or teacher..
Chin Fung took my calculator and refuse to return..
Call police catch her ..
Verbal abuse.. Calling ppl names..
Call me cat. Meowww...
Call police !! lol
Then finally got back my calculator..
BUT !!..
I forgetten to bring it back laa..
Take my calculator..
Make me confused =.=

piece of shity life

2009-03-23T20:01:00.002+08:00

Boring leh today...
1st day of the 2nd term..
Exams 5 weeks only..
So fast lo this year..
Siannn..
CME was the first lesson.. talk about something boring.
Then Next was A-maths..
Mr kek disappointed and not happy..
Cos most of the people nvr do homework.
But i got do.. ^^
Next was MT .
Blah blah blah.. was slacking throughout lesson.
Recess was finish then finally chem..
Got back my chem CT..
Expected me to fail lol.
Cos i am stupid..
However i got a b3 yipee..
LOL...
Next was SS lo..
The most boring lesson of the day.
Spoil my day....
History was not so bad..
Got video to watch..
Spent that two lessons talking to haziq..
Lastly was jornal..
Write one article nia..
Dont care..
Badminton was the last thing i am finishin in school..
Tiring as usual..
Have to dismiss early cos band wan to use hall for SYF..
Kser =X
gahh.. SYF more important laa..
Unlike badminton so lousy and useless..
Logging off ..
LOL.. Finish researching on gambia !!
Tired.. still got homework to complete .
Life's like shit man ..

seeing you again breaks my heart.. How i wish i could just simply forget you. Hate to think about you and i wonder if that possible in the first place..

what can i do ?

2009-03-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

I finally realised how my family look upon me.
They thinks i am stupid.
They thinks i am a liar.
They thinks i am a cheater.
They dont even trust me a little.
Forever like that. Eg....
Just over an empty cup my sister place at the table..
Why must they accuse me that i took the cup
and place it on the table while actually its my
sis who left it on the table....
Even quarrelled with me over a senseless empty cup.
What the problem? Its jus an empty cup..
When i said its my sister's cup, they think its mine.
They replied... even though its ur sister cup why dont you wash it for her...
Who do i look like in their eyes? A maid to clean the hse.
Especially clearing the crap my sister left?
Dad mess up the table i was forced to clear..
Sis mess up the table i also have to clear..
Wtf is this?
Everything i clear. Cant just they become a fking neater person..
The house is so fking messy.
Think about it fkers.
Zzz..
My mum again thinks that she bought
a bag for me.. And she said WOW..
I bought a bag for you. Showing that you are so heroic to buy a bag.
Big deal.. I didnt point a knife at ur throat to buy..
Said dun need already. Yet she go and buy.
And used the bag to pressure me.
Pui..
Today i want to watch a ghost show on chn U
All refuse to share the TV even though my mum will watch.
Selfish eh..
I go elias see ppl play lan cos i am bored..
Its too early to go school..
No money to play ...
More over i am wearing school uniform
How do i fking play inside the lan.
More over i went there to take something only..
My mum said some one fking saw me..
Which fker who didnt get the facts right and talk crap..
If i find out who are you .. You better open ur eyes wide when you walk..
Anyways....
I just hope for someone kind enough to hear my troubles..
I love great friends who cheer me up..
Thanks alot who do so..
Just need someone kind and peaceful to talk to..
Haiz.

Holiday is hell to me...

2009-03-19T20:49:00.001+08:00

Holiday like shit siaa.
Holiday dun seems like holiday..
Its a day where students do more work..
So many homework during the holiday..
Everyday do homework.
Crap siaa.
Internet also have .. Written also have..
Zz..
Siann..
Cant use com often either..
Boring~
Ytd SuddenAttack maintenece for 7 hrs..
Wtf sia..
So bored during the maintenece..
Today have to go school some more..
Went to lan a while.
Eat at Macs.
then go school for CCA..
Played badminton..
Lalaaa..
Boring..~

2009-03-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

Finally got the "strength" to blog.. LOL..
this few days just stay at home..
Monday sister at home ..
Playing time dam little ..
Reduce by alot ..
Only managed to play for abt 1 hr +
The rest of the time .. slacking.
Do homework etc ..
Siann laa Siann...
Suddenly love SuddenAttack so much..
Dunno why leh..
But simply love it alots~
Gah..
Then today sis went out ..
Wahaha.. Finally~
Play com for the whole morning ..
Afternoon got rest ..
Do homeworkkkk..
Do till late afternoon then use com again..
Told my mum i use it to play ..
She said yes but when she come back,
tio scolded for playing..
Wth -.-
Zzzzz...
Now she wan to see me do my physics homework
in front of her ..
For wad sia =.=.. Ridiculous ..
Haizzz...
Thursday still need to go school for CCA -.-

tired~

2009-03-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

Joke of the term~
By fong and ws ...
wanna noe .. ask mee personally..
today is the cross country run..
4km..
early in the morning meet fren then walk to the destination..
Briefing Briefing..
Then the start of the cross country run..
After completing.. Didnt feel lik as if i complete 4km..
Cos i slacking all the way ..
LOL..
Actually can chiong all the way..
But lazy so slack ...
After that went to eat breakfast then go home liao..
Have to complete homework..
Tmr still have tuition..
Wont be blogging tmr cos nth much abt tmr..
Its about tuition , study and computer..
For yesterday Maths got an A..
But A-maths didnt make it ..
During the E-maths lesson, Mr Kek gave us the paper..
The test paper i mean..
Marked dam fast..
LOL .. kana shocked..
lol
This is where the jk began..
LOL .. DUn wan to say liao ..
BB .. o.O"

Never have this feeling before in my entire life..Its more than a original feeling.. Maybe more special.. Anyways .. Today marks the day where i ever first set my eyes on u 2yrs ago.. Ppl may not believe but this is exactly wad my hearts tel me.. Truly love someone which is you 2yrs old ...

Angry ...

2009-03-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

Zz..
Kinda pissed off by my mother..
Especially my sister..
A-Level cant make it to university still talk big..
A-level exams coming nvr study..
Never study still got the guts to be afraid..
Hon gan sia
I use com also get scolded. Whatever it is .. i hate my mother alot
Just simply hate her for being unreasonable..
Everything wrong my fault. .
Never ever admit here own mistake..
Pui.. Fuck off la.. Knn ccb.
Zz..
Ytd my favourite auntie come..
I call her MaMa..
She come and bring noodles..
never eat lunch so i eat the noodle..
Use com to do ace-learning
then have to go pizza hut and eat..
No time to study.. Anyways i got a little prepared..
The below video( tmr then post, com too laggy) was abt wad happened during the meall..
My MaMa stayed overnight at my house..
Yay =X..
Yesterday chemistry and physics.. was like shit..
Kinda difficult.. Totally different from sec 2..
Somemore .. Ms Leanna is angry today =(
Today early morning she follow me go school...
Lol..
Walk and talk at the same time ....
reach school quite late...
Lalala...
Got lessons then PE..
Yay score another 3 pointer =X
anyhow shoot de =.=
Ms Leanna angry = i scare sia -.-
Cos never see her so angry before..
Physics after that was SS lastly MT ..
Boring ..
Got maths CT ..
During the test ... Kept pressin calculator till hand pain..
Zz.. Cant finish the test..
Cos each question only got 4 mins..
Got 15 qns..
Some more got lots of sub qns..
Sure can pass but getting A is in doubt..
Haiz..
CCB..
My knn mother said maths easy wad..
Like 1 + 1 = 2 like that only ma.
wads so difficult.
Last time my sec sku life always get A..
PUI la knn..
A... my lan jiao la
If you everytime get A by then you wont be studying com..
CCB..
So naive..
So smart try to study la..
Na bei .. zzzzz..
Really Miss my mama =(

Tired

2009-03-09T19:35:00.002+08:00

Dun feel like blogging..
Haizz..
Feel very tired..
Anyways today got my IC .
Get IC also must go stg..
Got eng CT..
Sure fail again la =.=
Kept thinking of you till i can
almost go crazy..

Siannn... Nth to post =.=

2009-03-08T09:02:00.003+08:00

Weekends is so dam bored=.=
Study is the only thing to do..
Cant use com often ..
Some more have to study for common test..
Monday got english ..
Tuesday the worse sia..
Double science..
stupid la the school.. dunno how to think.
Put double science in the same day..
Haizz..
Wedensday will be maths..
Some more got test on A-maths..
Log~
Zzzz...

sian

2009-03-06T17:18:00.002+08:00

Sian.. lazy to blog =.=ll
thurs was boring..
fri was even more bored.
Lazy to blog..
No mood for some reasons..

Sht day

2009-03-04T16:51:00.002+08:00

2 more days..
I am in school blogging =X
Sian lorh today ..
Wad Chin Fung reminded me of ..
Makes me unable to slp well..
Distracted and everything bad..
Siann..
Maths test i failed again=.=
Got Worksheet to complete too ..
Next was Pe..
Kanna rammed by darryl again -.-
Nth much..
English gt small testes ..
got 2 wrong..
Recess nth ......
Physics nth =.=
Got test results.. Failed again..
Got SS lesson.. Boring =.=ll
Feel like sleeping ..
But feel fun after saying something..
Wanna say STFU to someone during SS lesson..
Mother tongue learnt about format for o-level..
Nth lorh..
Then got extra lessons for chem and maths this wk..
Got CCA..
Now wanna go home liaosss...

Haiz.. Made a decision already.

2009-03-03T18:46:00.003+08:00

Never blog for days .. cos sis and mum at home..
Cant even touch the com..
Lets talk about saturday..
C'est La vie actual performance..
Was slightly busier than usual..
But still get to play psp ..
Was a little late while going to sku ..
Reach VT at about 10..
PLay psp until 11 when Mr Wee said..
can go out to eat breakfast..
Yay =D
So most of the ppl in the backstage crew went
to macdonalds to eat...
Some more go starbucks buy coffee for Mr Wee..
Buy some for ourselves ...
Then the whole day was slacking + working..
In the afternoon show ..
Got some problems... During the curtain call...
SNO member slow abit.. didnt managed to go to the stage..
Kenna scolded by teacher in charge..
Haizzz..
The show lasts ...
Till 10+ the gala show end .. then can go home..
But too bad raining.. Got wet while walking to the bus..
Play psp in the bus .. slack in school for a while..
Cos raining =.=
On the way home... talking about ghost when
joshua, haziq and me stumbled upon a old lady..
I talk until haziq eyes abit teary..
Funny siaa .. Anyways i not surprised that i seen a ghost..
Reach home ... Kinda scolded
For some small little reason..
Thats for saturday..
Sunday nothing much actually..
Wake up early chiong homework.
Then have tuition.. After that study..
Thats for sunday..
Monday nth much also..
Lessons again.. Enjoyed A-Maths lessons as usual.
More and More ..
Got the results of my chinese test..
Overall get a B3. Good for me already..
Didnt expect a B actually..
Expecting a C or D from myself =.=
During Badminton.. Slack all the way..
Play and play ..
One thing is that .. Didnt noe the elias hall so many ants..
Bag all ants.. WTF ..
Got so many ants crawling all over my arms.. Eyer..
Gross..
Then Tuesday nothing much either..
Normal..
Jus lesser people after recess..
My english failed by 0.5 marks..
Siann..
Physics lesson at least got laugh abit..
Not so bored or wadeva..

I also cant do anything. Look at me and you will noe the obvious results. Blind idiots will think the results is positive.. Smart people will know the obvious negative results..

love is really confusing

2009-02-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

Another day of rehearsal .....
Sian...
Today was slightly busier..
Also leave the school slightly later..
abt 1 hr later ..
From 8 - 9 am, was slacking in the class ..
Play PSP the relief teacher Mr Ng also dun care..
Then wei liang go insult him and say rumours abt him ..
then say its ding ru say de .. LOL ..
Teacher then talk alot of crap .....
wad grind your teeth, drink ur blood..
punch ur teeth down the stomach etc..
Got something happened in class ...
then i took photo cos wei siong ask me to do so -.-
LOl .. that zha bor not happy i took photo..
I joking ..... saying i put the particular photo in
my blog/stomp/ facebook..
Not happy stare at me ...
After that then walk to the gal toilet dunno do wad ..
In the bus as usuall... play psp
Joshua psp nvr charge properly LOL..
Reach VT got brief briefing..
Put our bags at the room 13..
Got ppl complain stage hand noisy =.=
crapppp..
so have to sit at staircase..
Then i play my psp ......
Help out wif certain things ..
And the lunch was so .............. ( no comments )
Haziq's "sister" got stomach pain etc ..
also got vs khalif in fifa..
Slack and Slack ..
Some more got curtain core ..
Blah blah blah..
Thats all actually ..
But unfortunately when taking SBS bus .. for some reasons....
i can feel a uncanny sense of something..
and i hate that particular sense.. But too bad cant stop ..
TOMORROW STILL HAVE TO WEAR FULL BLACK ~

Love is really something extremely confusing.. Feelings are even more confusing .. Whats the point for holding so long .. There isnt going to be anything at all.. Pls dun admire me for certain things .. I am just being stupid

c'est la vie

2009-02-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

Today is c'est la vie rehearsal~
Sian lo..
Early in the morning go VT ..
In the bus play PSP.. Bring two batteries in the end both finish..
Went to school dam late..
Met haziq and ridzuan in the bus..
FK SHT .. UNLUCKY BUS I TAKE ..
MET THE PPL WHOM I DUN WAN TO MEET.....
Zz....
First time went to school so late ..
When reach VT first thing got briefing..
Gave each grp a room..
Actually the back stg crew rm was on the first floor..
Then play psp ..
Play from morning 9am to 11 ++ then got more ppl come ..
Later change rm..
Have to go until 4th floor ...
Same level as band ..
Slacking all the way....
Some times at backstage sometime at audiences sit..
Slack and Slack..
PLay psp and hear music at the same time...
Lunch was rice with cabbage and chicken..
When hungry .. anything is nice ..
sLACK AND slAcK...
Till about 6 then finally go home...
Bus took the grp home ......
Wee...
Reached hme ..
Lazy to type more ....

What a day ..

2009-02-25T18:33:00.004+08:00

what a day -.-

When coming home after c'est la vie rehearsal..

Raining so heavy..

No choice.. Have to walk in the rain ..

Khalif was running then i pull him..

Dun allow him to cross the road.. LOL..

So we got wet.. Joshua, haziq khalif and me ..

Haa.
1st period of the day was e-maths..

Got small little test..

Who cares..

Sure fail de .. Wahahaa..

gave chin fung the sticker =.= so happy -.-

like never see stickers before =X jkjk

Next was PE play bb..

Na beh =.=

Darryl for ever ram me..

Some more say that i ram him -.- like a lorry

I lorry he army tank.. Shoot one bullet i bye bye liao..

Pe shirt dirty..

Hand injured .. Only got abit blood..

Play bb always play solo -.-

Haizz..
Next was english.. Got another small little test..

Fail again.. LOL SIAAAA..

fail so many test also can go e4..

then ms leanna gave all of the class she taugh

a kit kat ~ With a little note on it .. The pic above is the note..

Yay.. Thanks Ms Leanna..

Recess went to change..

After that was physics.. Keegan present the chp about..

Internal reflection and refraction..

Talk about 30 mins ..

then finally mr azam teach..

During physics chin fung ask me whats my lv position..

i said 70 + LOL ..

Shocked... 70 still can come e4 LOL ..

Obviously not laaa ..

Rank was about 30 .

Quite lousy actually.. She not happy that i lied so she whack me =.=lll

After that was SS ...

Relief teacher come .. Give worksheet.. But i didnt do at all.

Brought hp and listen to music all the way ..

Then MT got test..

Took longer than usual....

Finally eat lunch then go hall for rehearsal..

When khalif nid to practice for MC speech..

He kept playing with the mike.. nice..

Keep calling out people surname.......

Haizz.. Finally i am back homeee...

Sooo tired...

Thanks Ms Leanna for the chocolate..

Why does it have to end it like this.. I just hoped you could do something and thats all.. I think you are angry as i make you do something .. Sorry.. Didnt mean to..

Trying my stupid luck

2009-02-24T19:44:00.001+08:00

(CommonWealth Entry) Please commend. Will take any commends with grace but please think before commending.

Being a boss in the family does give the person extra authority. Wanting to be a boss in the family is not easy at all. As a boss of the family, he or she must understand the needs of the family in terms of comfort and food. He or She must show tender care to any family members and treating them equally. Able to give them a comfortable and warm home to stay in. He or She must also create an excellent ambiance at home as home is the safest place to be in times of trouble. To certain people, Mother is commonly known to be the boss of the family as they are female. While others may think Father are the head of the household as most of them brought the most amount of money back. For some, it depends on who is at home and what is going on. But there are people who think that everyone has the same amount of authority and shares each other power equally. However in my opinion, I strongly believe that my Mother is the boss of the family.

Firstly, she is known as a super mummy by my relatives. Everyday she works late to support the family. Even though my Father works too, he did not bring the most amount of money back. However this is not the most important point of all. Being the boss of the family, no one dares to defy her. Those people who defy her will tend regret going against her. She had an extremely loud voice that can be heard from far. With her talent she could command people in the family to do certain things. Such as doing various housework. Therefore family members have to suffer as most of the house works are extremely tedious as our house is quite big. Her expectations for us are very high too. The house has to be spic and span before we could take a break. Not even a hair or dust must be seen. Being a project manager in a big computer company, she has 20 years of experience on how to assign tasks to certain people. Those who protest will be given extra work. With her experiences, those workers who are under her are very tamed and timid. No one dare to go against her. Many workers and people especially my Father praised her for her outstanding way of commanding people. With that she has a hidden talent in herself which is leadership.

Secondly, she took great care of Father, sister and me. Her endless efforts in helping the family to keep in order are often recognized by family and friends. She always tries her best to make the family as comfortable as possible. Whenever we are cold she will always have ways to keep us warm. Being a lovable and caring mother she also ensures that the family does not go hungry. When my mother is free, she would always cook healthy and nutritious soup. The family could have a taste of her sincerity when she is cooking the soup. Therefore we often look forward to come house and enjoy her soup. Whenever my sister and I fall ill, she will always try various ways to cure us. At times, she cooks herbal tea for my sister and me to drink as a way to prevent us from falling sick. When I was young, I am extremely active. My butt could not sit still on the chair and I must always walk and run around. Being an active child, I do not know what the danger of running around the house is. As results I knocked my head on the wall not once but twice. With blood tricking down my precious forehead, my mother began to panic and immediately brought me to the hospital to seek treatment. Due to the open wound on my forehead, I require stitches on my forehead. Having a sharp needle piecing through a baby forehead, the pain is excruciating. I began to wail extremely loudly that the doctors had a hard time completing the stitches. Some of the nurses began to feel irritated as I could not stop struggling. However, my mother did not find it irritating at all. Despite the wailing I made, she do not mind the noise. Unable to control myself due to the pain, I began to bite my mother’s hand. In spite of the pain, my mother did not complain at all as she knows the torture I am suffering is more than what she is going through. To the surprised of the doctors, my mother cried. Many could understand the pain going through a mother’s mind. She cried because she could not bare to see me suffer in such pain. Having my mother at my side I began to stop crying, knowing that my mother is always there for me regardless of anything.

Thirdly, when my sister or I get bullied by other people, she will stand up for us and protect us at all cost. Being a young and innocent baby, many relatives will begin to crowd around me like a mob of mad people. Some may even pinch my sister and my cheeks till red as we are very chubby. Being an innocent child, we cannot express our anger for those who pinch our cheeks. However my mother will always reprimand those who often made us cry and sad. Before my sister and I were born, my Mother was once a beautiful girl with a well-adorned body and a pretty face which was comparable to cotton rose hibiscus. She was vibrant with energy and healthy. Her eye-browns resembled the young and soft willows. Her rosy complexion revealed the beauty of a youth. For the sake of us, she overworked herself until she became old and haggard. During her youthful days, her hands were originally smooth and soft. But her hands are now rough and covered with wounds and cuts after cleaning too much filth. My Mother sacrifices her youth in exchange for a tired and haggard look. When she is pregnant with my sister and me, she has to endure months of suffering.

Lastly, she would often impart skills such as cooking or drawing to me. Even though she is not a hundred percent perfection in cooking or drawing, she could at least impart basic skills. Maybe we could use it in future. People say when ever we have chance to learn something, we must always take the opportunity as building up knowledge is an advantage especially when you are a working adult. My mother totally agrees with this statement. Therefore when ever I am free, she would not allow me to use the computer to play. However she would teach me how to whip up simple and delicious meal for the family or even my future wife whenever she is not around. With her endless effort in coaching me, I managed to master certain simply dishes.

With her selfless effort of care, love and concern for the people around her, she received a lot of respect throughout her circle of friends and family. With her respectable position around her circle of friends and family, followed by her selfless effort for the family, therefore she is the boss of the family.

Angry day .....

2009-02-24T17:54:00.003+08:00

OLD WALLET ... ( $22.90 )

NEW WALLET ( $19.90 )

Today went to buy new wallet ~

Siann ..

I ponteng TAF then tio caught -.-

Haizz..

1st period was physics..

Crapp siaaa..

Actually when teacher not ard, no one can enter the lab..

Then i go open the door and see if cher ard..

Dun have so i want to close the door lor..

After that darryl go chiong inside -.-

Say everyone go in .. So i tot can go in ..

So i follow LOL . Stupid rite?

After that more ppl follow...

Teacher come scold us that we came in the lab

without the teacher permission..
Tat darryl go ask teacher before he come in the lab again..

So teacher ask the ppl who didnt ask him

to get out of the class to line up ..

Go back in then all go and say i ask

the people to go inside the lab

while darryl is the one who asked us to go inside the lab..

Ma De .. Everyone thinks its my fault-.-

Wtf ??

Haizz.. After physics was A-Maths..

I LOVE A-MATHS LESSON COS IT ROCKS >.<

After that MT .. Teach about gong hang..

Tomorrow got test some more ........

After Mt was recess .. Got people arguging and fighting again.

Should be the same grp of ppl

Aiyoo.. Fight and argue for one day still not enough.. Zai bo.

Finally was english ..

I failed the english test ... =X

Yahoo..

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL..

I fail my test nobody believe me =.=ll

Actually i didnt la .. Got 20/30 for it..

Finally was SPA ..

Didnt do practical at all..

All written work de ..

Have to press calculator here and there..

Complete worksheets..

20 mins to ending the class si bei noisy ..

then teacher du lan ..

Ask all of us to write the textbook ourself..

Keegan nvr bring so tio scolded..

For that dog jonathan ..

He thinks lesson endin, dun nid to take out TB to read..

Go and share with wei xian..

Stupid .. Teacher tot he didnt bring ..

Dog lazy to take out his TB .. then got scolding..

Still have to give chinfung sticker -.-

Make me feel lik a 5 years old kid =X

After that got assembly ..
Siannnn..

Talk about positive teens and more and more ..

Throughout the assembly talking to ppl

Cos boring~

Done wif the assembly le went to whitesands

with joshua to buy wallet ..

Walk for about 30 mins finally found a suitable one..

$19.90.. no money liao =X

Come home .. Raining -.-

So bo bian have to take bus home..

Come home bathe then use com awhile then

watch crimewatch in youtube ..

Now blogging and wan to start on my work liaoss...

Its quite sad to stop this .. I just hope to talk to you but always lack of something to talk and always result in doing things which may make you suffer .. Didnt really like that but to me its kinda useful to me for makin me happy but making you angry i think doesnt prove any point......

Dunno why i feel so happy ......

2009-02-23T17:30:00.004+08:00

Something wrong with me today ..
Happy for no reasons.. LOL~
Siann.. My Maths test failed =X hehe..
A-Maths teach about the log and In thingy..
I think i understand =.=ll
After that was MT ..
Have to memorise and learn about gong hang..
During recesssss.....
Came out and walk down the stairs saw
1 malay and chinese arguging ..
I didnt wad they arguging la .. but veri fierce..
Chicken burger here and there ..
Then got knn also -.-
Angus also try to stop but both still ..
Argue..
OM come and blow whistle..
Both still argue ..
OM like soccer the reafree( not sure how to spell lazy to think)
No wonder my english is a piece of shit ..
After that was chem lo..
Managed to understand what Mr Lek talking cos
the solid liquid gas got learn before ..
Next was SS and History..
Journal ...... I first time write two entries =.=
Finally dismissal time..
Go change clothes and go for badminton CCA..
Go there slack nia .. Dun really care =.=
Siann .. But cos of something i feel very happy ..
People may think i am a crazy guy lol..

Hope that i didnt affect you .. If i do then i am sorry .. Certain things cant be control if not i will go mad myself..

Dunno why i feel so happy ......

2009-02-23T17:30:00.001+08:00

STUDY AGAIN.. WTF ?

2009-02-22T15:36:00.002+08:00

Yay .... Yahooo ... !!
Tomorrow is school day .. =D
Heh heh..
Love to go school ..
Cos can see you again =X
Haha.. Weeeeeee.....
Anyways today i went to facial again =.=ll
Feel like a GAY -.-
Ate Mac for breakfast with my dad -.-
Then took MRT to orchard then walk to wheellock.
Facial abt 1 hr ..
After that go west plaza ....
On the way bought some fruits and eat .. Cos hungry ~
Took 518 back to west plaza ..
Took about 1 hr only .. However ....
Its a $2.20 ride .. Ouchh....
Go west plaza check my eye sight ..
Cos i see things a bit blur blur de ..
Went there both eyes increase by 50 only ..
My Dad say not worth it ... Wait till increase more then make .. =(
I wan a new spec lerh .. The side of my spec rusty le..
Went to koufu to eat lunch..
The shop at west plaza .. 8GB memory card $80 .. WTF ??
Challenger or World of JJ sell only 40+++
Its almost twice the amount .. Lucky didnt buy ..
After that went to pasir ris central to cut hair ..
Cut liao then go homeeeeeee..
Raining so i got my legs wet ..
Heh Heh .. I like short hair..
More cooling.. Weeeee~
Actually want to spike hair horr .. Must have short short hair like mine..
Easier to spike ..
If not very difficult ..
Prefer my ™ mushroom head.. LOL ..
Blog before tuition teacher come ..
Siannnn..
Have to chiong homework all day long ..
How i wish i could play the computer during the wkends ...
At least help to release stress ..... but mum dun allow.. =(
Wan to go and study liaoooo.. Siannnn

Hope you understand what i meant .. I didnt meant to do certain things but i just cant control myself ..... so i require you to forgive me pls.....

wad a sleeping experience

2009-02-21T23:24:00.003+08:00

first time in my life when i woke up ..
i felt so restless and afraid ..'
broke out in cold sweat ..
one of the worse night mare
wad i dreamt .....
i kept thinking about her ....
so concentrated that even a lorry that banged me
didnt even killed me ..
in fact i felt more energtic after getting banged..
i also dreamt during the hungry ghost festival..
i was in the lift early in the morning
going to school about 5plus ..
in the lift i saw this old lady ..
back facing me ..
knowing its a ghost i push the old lady and
punch her hard in her face for no reason ..
her eye ball was black and he teeth was yellow
then i rmb i twisted her hands and kick her ..
when reaching the 1st floor i pulled her hands
and said that .. since you like to disturb ppl wif
ur spirit why dun face the whole world ..
grab her hands and pull her to the lobby ..
she yelled dam loud and tryin to get away ..
then she scratch me .. i got angry and i grab her
hair and scratch her fking face..
then she ran off screaming ..
i didnt noe why am i dreaming of such things..
worse that i kept thinking ..
will i be able to see you again after o-level..
i would miss you dam lot ..
imagining myself sinking into depression .. haizz..
today i dun wan to blog too much ..
shld noe that i must not keep thinking of you ..
but i cant help it at times ...
many may think i am crazy ..
but i am indeed crazy..
cos you are indeed driving me crazy ..

Another day ..

2009-02-20T20:40:00.004+08:00

Damn ..
Ppl complain if they continue seeing my blog ..
They will go blind in no time ..
Therefore i increased my font size..
Fianlly..
Today is a good day ..
Because sku dismiss early ..
yay clap clap..
Haiz..
I ponteng again ..
C'est La Vie never go ..
Lazy to go ..
Most likely next wekk then go cos next week is not a lazy week ..
Today maths test again -.-
Sure fail de =X
Didnt even study at all..
Who cares.. Lol..
Next was Chem..
The class dam bastard siaa .. All bully Mr Lek ..
I really pity Mr Lek .. So "gentle" and kind hearted then let the class bully..
First time see him shout so loudly siaaaaa..
Even fiercer than lion.. Rawrr..
After scolding he suddenly laugh-.-
Obviously i got a shock.. Its like someone wif emotional problem..
Can tell he cant bare to scold the class..
Next few period was SPA chem..
Nvr do practical.. Whole day stay inside the class..
Go through worksheets..
Then when we nid to copy the note on the projection..
The thing turn out to be purple..
-.- Eye sight got prob some more got purplish flash..
During chem horr..
Darrly and Joshua kept meowing .. Cos i am a cat .. o.O"
Fat Cat .. Meow? Meoww? Thx to my nailss...
Finally its DISMISSAL TIME !!
Go home time..
Actually i wanna use com then sis at home..
Lazy go arcade..
Suddenly her ki siao fren come..
Laugh and laugh=.=ll
Bo pian i slp till my dad wake me up..
Suppose to go make spec today but lazy to go..
So stay at home use com..
YAY MY MUM STAYING OVERNIGHT AT FREN HOUSE ..
WHICH MEANS .. FREEDOM !!

Forgive me if i look at your photo too often when i miss you .. I really cant help it . When i feel sad and lonely but looking at your photo, a sense of encouragement go through my body .. Haizz.. I wonder how and i wonder why ..

Sickish~

2009-02-19T18:00:00.002+08:00

CRAPP DAYY..
I am sick -.-
First thing in the morning
when i take my temperature in school
it was 38.1..
Didnt realise it when i took my temperature
No wonder i kept sweating and coughing
Haizz...
Lazy to talk about today..
but actually today suppose to go to c'est la vie rehearsal..
But was told last minute ..
Ma de -.-
How to find time at last min for the rehearsal..
Today i also complete my A-Maths test..
So many ppl was cheating =.=ll
Tomorrow still got E-Maths test..
Dam sian -.-
Sick still have to study =.=

Going to school seems so fun even though i m sick .. Thanks god i get to see you .. If not i would be like a dead zombie in school..
You are like the sun while i am the plant .. No sun = No plant ..
No sun = death sentences to the plant..

Stress?

2009-02-18T18:15:00.003+08:00

Today is wedensday.. Sht forget how to spell..
Crap siaaaaaaa..
Morning hor..
Have to do comprehension...
Siannnn...
Haiz..
1st period was like e-math..
Got a short test..
Everything i also dunno..
I dun even noe wad the heck i m thinkin about..
Thanks to my fking operation on my eyes
which didnt do it properly..
Make my eyes to itchy..
Have to twitch so often..
E-maths was then Pe ..
Boring day -.-
Then english lorh..
Write about verbs etc..
Still have to write compo for the commonwealth..
After Recess was physics
Didnt noe have to hand in a worksheet.
Then tat idiot ws nvr tel me ..
Ask him the qns nvr talk lik dumb ..
Teacher then refuse to mark ..
Ta Ma De ..
Physics finish already then social studies..
Got the test..
So many ppl cheat by putting notes under the table..
Haizz..
However i managed to rmb the ans
but not enough time to write.. only write half ..
Finally was MT ..
The last lesson for the day -.-
The chinese class was so noisy..
Teacher kept delaying the time for the compo class test..
Inwe some more took my dictionary for so long.
Prevent me frm checking..
Made me wait for him-.-
Lucky teacher kind allow extra time..
Others finish so fast.
Cant even write the best out of the topics..
Next was CCA ..
Siann then tmr have to settle the A-Maths retest..
HOpe to get above 30 marks........

hope i didnt force you to do the thing.. It m ay be a little thing to you.. Wont force you to do anything anyways.. As long as you happy can liaos ..

Bored .. Haiz .. Sad ..

2009-02-17T17:41:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. nvr blog ytd cos cant use com ..
sis at home ..
sku got badminton ..
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Kept watching silently..
Anyways today was school day again..
which means .. study time ~
A-Maths was rather so-so..
Can understand abit..
Before class got spotcheck for hair..
Heng .. bo get caught ..
After A-maths was mt ..
Noisy class as usual..
Cant even study at all..
Dunno wad the ppl there up to ... =.=
After Mt was recess ..
After recess wassssssssss....
English..
Ahh ..
By the way for some ppl in my class -.-
FYI ~
Cos of some ppl who ask ly to call me to read
then she call me to read..
Come on .. she call me because she doesnt wan to spoil
the mood of the class .. understand??
If lets say ryan nvr say the passage do you think she
will call me .. Guys think about it -.-lll
Haizz..
English finish was SPA ..
Do the refraction practical .. calculator here and there ..
Finish liao then contact time ..
Talk about the class decoration project ..
My grp was songtat, khaliun, xin ni and amanda..
Do about somethings which i m not very sure either ..
Ahh..
After that go home liaoss...
then start playing sudden attack..
Have to do A-Maths retest + tmr got SS test..
Crapppppssss...

hope you can understand wad i mean .. wad i say should be the facts actually .. Whatever it is .. as long you are happy i am willing to do or "si shen" anything ..

Never forget this day too

2009-02-14T12:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the louiest day ever..
Since the most nastiest thing i
can ever see in my entire life ..
I also cant change the facts either..
Haizz..
Yesterday all total defences talkin and crapping..
As a Singaporean got to do their part etc -.-
Believe it ? I didnt give her anything =.=
Sians.. after school i went to arcade
to play .. as usual -.-
Meet daniel then go simei repair psp..
Actually suppose to be 20 bucks..
but i buy from there so got 50% discount..
Actually daniel wanna buy 8GB memory card
then i forgetten i have..
Then he go and buy for 50 bucks..
After i show him my 8GB memory
he immediately go back and refund the money
and buy from me =.=
HAizz..
At first i very happy psp can use..
Then when i got home ..
My memory card the side lining
crack ..
Which means cant even use the psp memory card...
Haizz..

He's back.. The legend that you always wanted it to happen.. Wad else can you expect .. Its like guardian angels following and giving you ur wish .. You must be delighted to have it ..gal..

hate you .....

2009-02-12T14:10:00.002+08:00

Another boring day -.-
Siannnnn.......
Woke up late =.=
crap..
cos i forgetten to charge my hp therefore.....
no alarm so i woke up late-.-
Rush like mad =.=
Reach school at 7.12
Leave home at 7.00
1st period was PC -.-
Talkin about abt the class..
Then Mr Lek said he was disappointed wif the class etc..
After tat was A-Maths...
Teacher expon eq related to indices..
Maths finish le then got english..
Managed to finish .. Just in time..
Eng finish then recess le..
After recess was CME ..
About respect
Then was E-Maths..
Go through ws ..
Finally history ..
Got test -.-
But teacher gave us 1 period to study ..
That Ding Ru cheat throughout the test..
Hide all his note under his table / pencil case-.-
When teacher come near .. keep everything -.-
Teacher was like standing in that position for quite long
so cannot copy the ans lo..
So a lot of info nvr write-.-
Haha suay ...

Damn it .. Wtf ? Now i am praying for something to happen and something not to happen.. Come on .. haiz .. I sometimes wonder why does such things happen, some more its something which i always wish it doesnt happen..

wtf is happening

2009-02-11T19:22:00.003+08:00

Wad a day -.-
See you again ...
Heart began to think about things again..
Anyways SKU IS FOREVER BORING ..
But at least i get to see you..
Went to taf today..
When going back to classroom, found
a cup filled with fighting fishes..
Both fighted before so they were half dead..
E-Maths was like usual lorh..
Do worksheets again..
Then Pe do basketball again..
Watch accidentally drop out -.-
sian..
English was about the writer journal..
Write about a person getting a shock after receiving a news..
After Recess was physics ..
LOL..
The class some of them didnt bring textbook along ..
The teacher not happy cos waste time ma .. -.-
Physics test -.-
I failed =.= LOL..
I didnt failed la -.-
Was kinda surprised i pass even though i didnt study at all
After physics was SS ..
As usual, class noisy and in the class
I and some of the boys exchanging hp to see -.-
After that was MT ..
Go through crap worksheet..
Finally end of sku
went to west plaza and eat and buy something, collect psp too..
CCA was slacky...
CCA finish already then I and haziq went to
White Sands to buy something again..
Go library pay fine also ..
GO home is about 7 by then dad come back liao ..
LOL -.- Now i gotta study my history and english
cos tmr got TEST AGAIN .. WTF ..

what the heck am i thinking? why do i sense a feeling of hate.. damn it .. i dun really noe what is happening.. How can it be possible that i began to hate you .. Zz cant explain the fact you lied to me.. not surprised either cos i doubt i m a fren to you either ..

Sense of ......

2009-02-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

Sian la today -.-
Never do hw so morning have to chiong lik mad..
Lesson was boring la..
Expect maths lorh..
Cos maths rox..
Mt Dai never come again..
So Bi Jiao took our klas for 30 mins then
mr joe came over..
Then he talk talk abt wad happen to ding ru
when he went overseas for art..
AFter recess was chem
and history and ss..
Class was lik dam noisy so teacher not happy..
Hais tmr still got physics test..
Lol but during badminton -.-
Fought wif harris for fun..
Cos not happy so fight lo =.=
-L-ame

everyday i could just watch and see and wait for it to happen.. But when it happens the feeling isnt good at all.. You could feel the pain of thousand knife piecing into your heart.. In fact its more than a thousand.. I am beginnging to hate you i think.. Hais.

zzz

2009-02-07T23:54:00.005+08:00

Sian lorh..
Today got tuition..
Wake up early in the morning
just to settle the A-Maths homework..
Do until 1+ then at 1.50 have tuition..
Teach teach until 4+ then dismiss..
Cos today my mum frens and my eldest aunt
coming over to our house for steamboat..
So help her prepare a little
then go inside my rm to use the com.
Soon her fren come liao lorhh...
Eldest aunt also come ..
So i go play com
and come out to eat steamboat..
Eat finish then eat desert and play blackjack..
Lose quite alot anyways..
About late at nite my cousin come
actually wanna pick my aunt back but
later join us to play blackjack..
I play until so stressful then come
and use com to start and blog..
LOL

why did you ignore me.. all i wish is to talk to you everyday.. But i doubt the wish will come true

FRIDAY !!

2009-02-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

Sian lorh today ..
Dunno why no mood..
Mayb cause of you baaa ..
Anyways i found my grey file liao..
Darryl go hide under the table =.=
I dunno why i didnt notice it in the first place..
English first period was writing argugmentive writing..
E-Maths was next lorh..
Teacher nvr come so got relief teacher ..
Gave us maths journal to do..
Haha.. Anyways it wasnt that difficult..
Chem same thing go through ws..
Reccess over alrdy then is SPA ..
I love Physics and Chem SPA ...
So funnnnnn...
Chem SPA was do choromatography..
The ink spread spread here .. Spread spread there..
Then zavier and song tat take so many filter paper..
Cos do wrongly..
Then song tat took the most ... LOL..
I tink abt 7 or 8..
Heng i only take 3 =.=
Have to put the fliter paper wif the ink into the solvent..
Got stopper to prevent the paper from dropping
into the solvent..
Like that lorh..
Have to wait for the ink to diffuse..
Then that zavier go stuff the stopper into
the boiling tube..
It was pretty deep and cannot take out and
we were lik laughing ..
I go ka jiao him by pushin the stopper further..
for fun nia ..
After that Mr Lek go through ws lorh..
Ms Wee stand at the corner to see Mr Lek teach the class..
Zavier go say she doing pose..
LOL ..
After SPA go home and then went to arcade
and play for abt 3 hrs..
Play liao go food court and eat then come home le..
Later in the night still have to do the stupid surds..

I just wished to gain something frm you .. Just you doing something for me everyday i would be the happiest person on earth.. Now every day it seems to be fading away slowly .. That wasnt wad i wan.. Pls do the thing which i always wished for you to do ....

Got my Sec 3 camp photo..

2009-02-05T18:54:00.006+08:00

Got my sec 3 camp photo le..
In future, i will post all photo inside facebook..
Faster and easier..
Today dam crappy tired..
Especially badminton.. Play liao make us
do those crappy and tired excerises..
Do until wan to mati liao -.-
CME talk about responsible blogging..
Others forget liao..
I only can rmb during maths..
I go wei siong table to ask him about maths..
That stupid darryl go take my calculator..
can write i love ly.. my heart is hers =.=
Some one take my grey file still haven return..
Some one during maths..
Got a cleaner ..
She will keep coming to clean any rubbish..
So darryl kept making fun of her ..
By throwing even more rubbish..
So angry and scolded darryl lol..
Nth else le..

please take care of urself.. Its isnt a good thing to see you sick.. BLister some more coughing .. Eat medicine drink liang teh still sick.. And srry for wad that stupid darryl do .. I love you .. lol

Got my Sec 3 camp photo..

2009-02-05T18:54:00.003+08:00

Got my Sec 3 camp photo..

2009-02-05T18:54:00.001+08:00

forget to blog yesterday..

2009-02-03T19:05:00.001+08:00

Aiyo ..
I lazy to blog about lesson laa..
Mayb blog about CCA ..
Crap lo the badminton..
The warm-up was like more tiring then
studying and playing normal games..
By the end of warm-up i half dead liaoss..
Got floorball people come so train until 5 then have
to keep to let them use ..
If not can use longer de..
As for the siglap badinton tourtament ...
Our school only won one set but not bad liaos..
Cos our school since the start of badminton dun have coach
to give the players a proper training..
So win one not bad -.-~
yesterday have to pray for cny..
ZzZz..
Then neighbour give a bag of lotus seed..
Veri crispy de.. So when i throw the seed in the air
and grab it wif my mouth.. My mum say
i childish -.-
FUCK YOU LA..
In pubs hundreds of working adults do that
dun tel me you are going to tel them you are childish..
Zz... Said i wanna waste food..
WTF !!!!!!!
Today the a-maths tio scolding again..
Mt was boring and alot of crap ..
English nth much just ms leanna having sore throat.
SPA physics do through worksheet nia..
Then for the past 30 mins do practical about ..
Reflection.. Have to put the mirror then
needle have to put very closely together..
In the end going to do finish liao then teacher say
the mirror for practical abit wrong ..
Then the practical cannot do ..
Haiss..
After SPA is contact time lorhh..
Mr lek talk about wad to add in class lorh..
have to hand in the profile about myself and the classmate..
and he show us the class camp photo also..
So after contact time go home lorh..
Reach home liao i saw my hp msg ..
someone msg me abt something which i wrote in
a tored fool scrap ..
Actually i wrote that particular study crap
cos i am bored..
Gahh wadeva.. never mind

Please take care of urself when i see you hurting yourself it really hurts me..
As long as you dun have any injured or any sickness i will be happy and ..
wont be naggy .. wont nag at you to take care of urself =X

SIANX

2009-02-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

BORING .. ALLL DAY LONGGG
STAYYY ATTT HOMEEE DOOO HOMEWORK!!
BORINGGGGG~~
NTH TO BLOG !!!

Doggie .. SISTER SCARE !!

2009-01-31T22:17:00.003+08:00

The dog my sis is afraid of ...

The garden of my eldest uncle house.. Semi-dettach de..

Today got tuition but earlier..

9am.. But tuition teacher wake up late so 10 come..

actually wanna go visit uncle..

but when later abit..

So between 12 - 3 pm watch tv + do hw..

After that take bus to kovan

then go my eldest uncle house..

Talk talk.. talk about alot of things..

I just sit there stare at them talking..

Talk for 1.5hrs le i go play wif the dog winnie..

Got her picture on the above..

LOL my sister so scare .. Wahaha...

Play for 30 mins then go my eldest aunt hse..

Talk talk talk.. all talking..

Got cat at my aunt house..

My sister also scare.. HAHAAA..

Talk hao le go hougang and eat then come home..

In the bus got 1 siao zha bor..

Sing and sing and sing non-stop..

Sing for the whole journey..

Want to sleep also cannot have peace..

Just like my sis =X ...

YAWNZZZ...

2009-01-30T21:29:00.006+08:00

Photo taken for fun ~
Never blog for very long liao..
Mum at home all the while, so cant use com..
I start to blog about what happened on wed..
Actually nth much lorh..
Just going to school then reccess then CCA..
All i could remember was Mr Lek not happy
CCA also kena scolded..
Mr Lim Jun Rong not happy..
Ppl ask Ubai wads his weight..
Then he tot its very rude then scold us..
Some more i kept scolding jonathan dog.. LOL
Go home that day kept doing homework ..
On thurs slighty different.
Managed to pass badminton trail..
A-maths Mr Kek kept talking about something
not related to maths.. Hear until sian..
Bored to death.. lol
English class ms Leanna picked a few students
for Mr Ng class..
Lol those who failed their diagnostic test have to go..
Lucky i still remeber the fomat for imformal letter..
At least got 21/30
Maths lehh..
Teacher teach so slow..
Even ppl say so.. not cos i m a smart aleck or something..
Hist was as normal..
Immediately after lesson went home to take badminton racket..
Ate abit then go back to school..
At hall got ppl, having mock exam
so have to wait for them to finish then clear the table and chairs
The coach so wad de.. Abit also cannot..
Today nth lorh..
English class so empty cos of the Mr Ng lesson..
Maths was worksheet again..Chem also go through worksheet..
Come home and rest
then went to arcade to relax -.-
Met zavier there..
I told my mum i went fren hse to do work =X..
I tot i forgetten to bring my game card
actually i left it in my wallet and the wallet
is in my pocket ... ZzZz..
I walked all the way back home then realised i had the wallet..
Haissss..
Come home do maths =.=
Yawnzzz..

When i look into your eyes you would just avoid me.. You should know i always long to tell you something.. Yet ur eyes always just disappeared.. I just wan to look at ur eyes but it doesnt last long.....

CNY~

2009-01-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

Today chu er liaos..
Second day for chinese new year ..
Spent yesterday and today visiting..
Visit my grandma house ..
Meals all by catering de....
Went there at 8.30 ..
leave there at 4++
cos going to temple ..
Went to temple wif my mama and cousins..
After go temple liao go my dad sis hse..
PLay blackjack a while then went to
my MaMa house ..
I took some senseless photo later ..
now at my mAMa house..
Going to my another uncle house
to eat BBQ ..
Tomorrow going to school liaos..
ZzZzz..

Reunion Dinner ..

2009-01-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

Today went to reunion dinner -.-

Went to downtown for reunion dinner..

Wif my dad's side relative..

I only took 3 photo cos i lazy to take some more ..

Eat and Eat lorh ..

Nth much laa ...

During the wkends nvr go anywhere

or nvr do much..

Homework lorh..

Nth much laa..

Bleh bleh bleh ..

Really cant believe you got robbed by people.. I was just worried that you might get hurt .. Anyways i just want to sms you .. As long as i get to sms you i am damn damn damn happy.. Happy until cannot happy anymore ..

I AM BACK FROM CAMP ..

2009-01-24T10:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday cant blog so i blog today ...
Hmm..
Packing for camp things not easy sey ..
Always scare forget to bring certain items.
On the day of the camp bag so heavy..
Had a hard time going to skuu..
Reach sku liao first to reach cos i go
too early -.-
Meet fren .. talk talk ..
Go camp still have to go quarangle.
Sing anthem then go hall..
Got camp ldr waiting le..
they introduce to us lo.
Chef charles start to talk talk lorh..
My class is gabriel and clarice.
Odd no of the register no is grp 11
Even is grp 12
so grp 11 is clarice de.
12 is gabriel de..
Mine is grp 11 cos register no is 37
Then got spotcheck..
Our leader anyhow check one la..
We done ice breaker at the quarangle
Then i realised my pants cannot consider as track pants..
Call my dad to bring ..
Managed to bring within 30 mins..
in the meantime we play wacko only..
Quite fun laa ..
Few 10 mintues later we went back to hall.
Kept calling my dad ..
He passed the pants to me when we leaving
just nice ><
Then in the bus is packed and squeezed..
cos so many things ..
Our class talk talk sing sing ...
Finally after 75 mins reach jalan bahtehra..
They grp us ..
Grp 11 was moscow..
Grp 12 was munich..
We gather at the multi purpose hall ( MPH )
Tell us our hut no ..
Boy is from no 5-13 but 12 and 13 not in use..
Girl is 1 - 4..
Went to the hut to put our things ..
Got two storey de ..
Second is where the boys slp..
Same hut with wei siong song tat and ryan ..
The rest and most of them is NA ..
Soon was lunch..
Rice was yummy lo ..
Cabbage also yummy.
Chicken even yummy-er
Cos i dam hungry -.-
Khalif kept saying he dam hungry ..
Biting his plate all the time ..
LOL..
Eat le went back to mph..
Wanna do high element liaos ..
So safety briefing ..
My class done the dunno wads that called
But got the rope then walk across the wooden plank..
Some scared..
Jeremy tak 5 mins to go over -.-
Some chop chop finish very fast ..
Wei xian kept shouting to the boys you no balls arh..
Do so slow..
Then he himself tak so long to complete ..
The last activity was the low element..
The rope thingy then have to swing ..
SOO FUNNN..
After that we go wash up..
Anyways we took 20 mins to wash ..
Dinner we ate wad ah?
Yellow ricee bean sprout and meat lorh..
After dinner we go sing song at MPH ..
Camp fire song and the titantic song..
After that was night actitivies..
Kidnapping game ..
Keegan and ridzuan got kidnap..
So have to do lots of things laa..
We wash up only use towel clean ourselves..
Supper got hot milo and bread..
Niceee loooo..
I got a thermal flask..
So drink hot milo veri difficult to cool it down ..
De-brief and
11 pmlight out ..
So slp lo..
Cant slp..
Then the malay boy make so much noise
the hut all made to come down ..
Chef Charles then talk talk lo..
Went back to slp..
I last to slp sia -.- at 4am i still walkin up down the staris..
then i finally slept
and woke up at 5.55
More ppl wake up.. FINALLYYYY -.-
Went to brush teethhhhh..
Breakfast we ate bee hoon and chee cheong fan ..
Plus hot milo..
Had a hard time drinking ..
Activity time do flying fox ..
Bloody hell the gal kept snatchin the hanest -.-
So alot of the boys didnt get to do it..
After that was the another high element..
The wooden log de .
Wanna do the bridge.. again no time -.-
Do finish we went to wash up and ate lunch..
Lunch was ......... forget liaos..
Then activity we went kayaking..
Changed to our old shoes..
Safety briefing..
Wear the safety things ..
Suddenly got one instructor come ..
He dropped his backpack into the water ..
Got hp camera money inside..
He so despo sia -.-
then I and song tat one so call boat -.-
So difficult..
Went wrong direction .. so got gabriel to help us
turn our boat to correct direction ..
Finally reached the checkpoint..
Make to come together..
Zoelyn and darryl fell..
then have to go to another destination..
Then have to stand together ..
Hais ..
I helped to balance shafiqah then i myself fell down
Water dam salty..
Then made to stand up and jump..
Ridzuan go push me then both of us fell..
He still laughing ..
I fell twice..
So difficult to hold the boat so i got scolding -.-
for not holdin the boat ..
Then the instructor carry me up the boat ..
Was difficult laa ..
Made to row back ..
The kayaking instructor scold us lo..
Say we cant do like wad a NA and NT do -.-
We washed our legs then Mr Lek say us -.-
We went to wash up and prepare to campfire ..
Class was not cooperative..
I was just waiting for the other ppl to tel me wad to do..
Zz ..
Took the song love stories..
The first row got a few boy and gal
Make a turn ..
I was at the back row ..
Have to swing hand and clap only ..
Got cheer some more ..
Dunno the whole lyrics of the cheer ..
I so du lann .. Kept askin us to change movement..
Finally managed to do finish ..
dinner my class do the dinner duty ..
Got fried rice + fish + vegetable ..
Jie sheng not happy we gave too little rice..
cos the instructor say only can give one scoop..
Have to clean table ..
After that we gather at the MPH ..
Went to the open ground near the gal domintary ..
Do alot of things
sit till butt pain ..
At about 11.30 light off ..
Went to bathe and ate supper ..
11.30 light out ..
The na malay boy
go shout the cheer then got instructor ask the hut to come down..
Got kao pei instructor scold ppl mother ..
When another instructor ask one of us
to go back to the hut .. he scold the fren -.-
Shout song tat for no reason..
Ppl make some more noise so some made to come down..
So i go back and slp le ..
Last day we ate nasi lemak for breakfast..
Hot dog and egg ..
Do area cleaning..
Clean gal toilet..
So funn ..
Then got debrief..
My grp won the best grp award -.-
YAY ..
Present .. is a distress ball ..
After that we went back to Siglap..
Miss gabriel and clarice =(
Go home so tired my mum at home ..
Unpack then eat lunch and went to arcade ..
Got kaopei kia -.-
Play midnight tune ..
About 4+ then go home ...
Took a afternoon nap then do homework ...
Phew ..
So stressful..
Write so many words ...

Sec3 camp.. Here i comeee ..

2009-01-20T15:49:00.004+08:00

After
After

Before

Arghh.. i am forced to cut my nails !!

Blehh!

Today got CNY celebration-.-

All craps..

Lesson was pernormal..

1st is physic lor..

The same old thing..

Nxt was A-Maths..

I simply lik A-maths..
Firstly is because, teacher is funny.. and lame actually
Secondly, THE WORK WASNT DIFFICULT .. HAHAHA. Yay ><

After maths is chinese lorh..

ting xie again -.-

After ting xie was english but ms leanna nvr come

so got relief teacher tak lorh ... some say the hair lik mr chow ..

Mr Chow -.-

Alot of ppl also say he look lik bulldog=.=

Jonathan Father ..

LOL ..

He talking abt his last time CCA lo..

Then we go to our eng grp to settle the sec3 camp ..

Last was SPA physics..

Easy cos sec1 stuffs..

Play wif the pendulum..

See the thing move from left right till eye pain =.=

Finish doing liao then go hall lo..

The celebration was boring..

Past 3 years all the same ..
No change + no creative..

Yawnzz ...

TOMORROW IS THE SEC 3 CAMP !!

I CANT BEVLIEVE I AM STILL ALIVE..

I always expected the next day to diee ..

Gahh..

You must be disappointed wif the song .. Its isnt as good as wad u expect i think .. =(

Accepted to badmiton ^.^

2009-01-19T18:58:00.002+08:00

Yay i am accepted in the badminton CCA..

Wee ~

Hmm..

Boring day..

CME do nth much..

Just some complains about the CNY judges said

all the items in our class are not recycleable de..

so sad lorh..

nxt was A-maths..

Mr Kek scold scold..

Scold the klas for not being like a 3e4 klas..

Work so untidy..

chinese was next lo ..

Got spelling..

But are all those easy words so can get full marks..

LOL.. Joshua get caught cheating then

have to stayback.. LOL.

Chem i dun even understand much ..

Jus stare at the slides ..

Nodding my head for no reasons..

After chem was SS ..

Watching the tamil tiger movie again..

Then was history..

Then journal..
Journal i anyhow write .. LOL dun bother actually ..

After that i went to the hall .. looking for

Mr yapp.

Do trial for badminton..

1st time failed..

Then 2nd time passed..

YAY .. inside the CCA..

but must be active worh..

But i wil de .. cos i like to play badminton.. =D

Today was another day when i get to see you.. At times i get shocked when i see you ..

I dunno why .. I just hoping you would sms me .. cos i just couldnt slp without smsing you for once.. sorry if i never wish you gd morning and gd nitex everyday..

Facial~

2009-01-18T15:31:00.002+08:00

Lol ytd my mum bring me to do

facial at my cous clinic -.-

So expensive..

Medicine also so ex ..

Hais .. lazy elaborate..

After that me and my parents went to

yishun to eat ..

They said the briyani very nice..

But when i eat ..

EeeeEe not nice de ..

Haizz..

eat finish then went to the medical hall

to buy CNY gift for my aunt

then buy hao le i go home myself ..

As for today nth much ..

wake up early and do homework..

do until lunch is rdy ..

lunch-ing done le .. i go do homework again..

everyday is homework homework..

lazy to blog ..

everyday i held on to my handphone.. i just wan to msg you.. i dunno why i dunno how i got this strong temptation .. Nothing can stop it .. But everytime i wan to msg you i began to think thrice..

wondering if you wil be angry or disturbed when i msg you.. but if i dun i wil feel sad for dunno wad reason -.-

Surprised to see you

2009-01-16T17:27:00.003+08:00

There is a good thing happening today..

School release early .. Yipee..

English is a subject..

Almost everyday also have.

yawns...

Our klas 3e4 only have 6 periods

while the others have 9 period..

Cos of A-Maths..

English Period was doing Maths..

so many maths qns..

After Eng was Maths ..

Idices again..

Boring~

Next was Chem ..

Do some admin stuffs..

Recess so jia lat ..

So little food left ..

All got stolen by the lower sec at the first recess..

After recess was SPA Chem ..

Lalala.. G0rt Practical..

Its about seperating Copper Oxide

from the salt..

I suay suay be bench ldr..

Have to take all the equipments for the bench member..

So scare ltr drop the glass ware ...

Pratical was fun actually..
Duration was 1 hr .. and it isnt difficult..

Quite fun ..

Just that i dunno how to put the filter paper ..

Then minus marks =(

Gahh..

After Chem, went home with joshua.

Went to 7-11 to buy Cc.

Buy liao josh go my house..

Not anything funny ..

Come my house to charge cash and i help me

play bug for cash..

LOL ..

Infinite items .. ><

Haa ..

Wei Siong came to my house at 1.30

Come here ka jiao ..

Walk around my house dunno do wad ..

When playing wolfteam wil josh,

he come and ka jiao make me die -.-

Damn it ..

After settling the wolfteam stuffs..

we went to school to make IC ..

Bloody hell .. Have to make a trip to School

just to make IC ..

Make hao le i chiong the chinese holi hw at the canteen

Eat and do ..

Joshua end up drawing for me

Cos my drawing simply SUCK ..

then hand in to ms dai at door b

Ms Ng open the door instead..

She talk talk talk ...

Talk finish then wei siong said wanna go class..

See the deco ..

Bloody hell .. Saw something =X

Mr Lek was there ..

Reach there Mr Lek ask 3 of us to

help in the deco -.-

Mr Lek asked me to stand on the chair to put the

CNY thing ..
Then that fking wei siong and joshua kept kicking the chair..

Nearly fell down ..

Another birthday gal is coming so ....
Wei siong was asked to buy a card ..

Some more Mr Lek ask me to clear the cardboard behind ..

Found a BALL !!

BLACK BALL~

Was playing around the corridoor..

Kick and kick..

Kick till the ball drop to the 1st floor..

Go down and take ..

Was kicking till popular bk shop i kick the ball and

deflect into a gal skirt -.-

not on purpose..

Didnt noe the ball will deflect in that manner =x..

Josh and wei siong was laughin lik mad ..

Kick the ball all the way to the bus-stop

then i take bus and came home to blog ..

So tiring ..

I just dun understand my heart.. There is no hope in between yet i am dumb enough to love you .. Saw you in the classroom and look into ur eyes for 2 sec .. I just knew you are the gal whom i love .. Dunno why im i loving you after 2 yrs.. Cant understand why .. You really led me to the world of doubt ..

What a day in school~

2009-01-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

What a life in school today ..

morning wake up wind kept blowing..

so coldd..

Today 1st period was Contact Time ..

Didnt do anything cos all teachers went

for meeting at chem lab.

so spend our time at quarangle read book.

Next was pastoral care..

so Mr Lek was talking about blogging -.-

some morons in the class.. Zz

saying and making stupid comments about my blog..

=.= not saying about something bad but something ...

zz nvm ..

Additional maths was next ..

Do worksheet again.

English was next..

Do grp work about arguementive writing.

Recess.. LOL .. kept laughin abt something..

Wei siong, Joshua and me ate the same stall..

eat finish liao we stack the plate on top of each other..

wei siong haven eat finish we still stack then

he scold badwords -.-

He said his plate kept spinning cos the base

not stable at all..

Then i wanna see if its stable i go lift the plate

high high to check the base ..

joshua titled the plate.

the spoon drop on his pants.

LOL. pants dirty then scold me ..

Buy foolscrap for him -.-

confirm wont pay cos i dirty his pants..

Actually not really my fault..

Hais .. HAHA..

Nxt CME..

Cme nth much actually.

Maths was the following ..

Again do worksheets..

Hate it ..

I dun like ppl to call me bro of jonathan..

There is a limit of everything..

And Hope that miss fong dun make a fool out of

me ..

Damn it .. Really sickning..

Hist, we go hist room..

History was pretty fun actually...

Tmr still have to bring recycleable items for

CNY deco..

Still have to make IC ..

Have to go school at 2.30 just to

What the heck ..

After ytd, i find u quite a bitch ..

Idiot..

Dunno why i m starting to hate u ..

At Cca

2009-01-14T16:40:00.003+08:00

Boring ..

Blogging at CCA period..

Cos i m BORED ..

Today Mr Lek never come again..

1st period is e-maths..

Nag and Nag that ms fong -.-

After maths was PE ..

Mr Anwar was our new PE teacher..

He was so-so ..

Supposingly better than Mr Yapp.

He tried to Score at 3-pointer but all miss-.-

some even air ball lol

After Pe was english.

Write Essay.

Write le go change and go recess..

Ate chicken chopp but different from the usual.

Physic was next..

Do the practical..

Dun understand ask teacher..

He nvr come..

Ask ws he didnt reply =.=

then i forgetten i passed the class key to Zoelyn

so i thought i lost the class key.

Panic a while..

SS i was trying to complete chinese holi hw.

Yue Du Bao Gao ..

After SS then mother tongue..

Mt finish go eat lunch then come for CCA..

Learnt abt the Adobe After Effects CS3

Learn liao now blogging -.-

Will never forget the little smile on your face.. you always seems to cheerful.. feel happy when i see your smiling. Kept thinking of you till cannot sleep..

O-level Results is out

2009-01-12T16:28:00.002+08:00

O-Level results is out ..

1st .. is Dan Wei bro.

Jun Kai. o.O" 10 points ( L1R5 )

Wth ..

2nd also 10 points ( L1R5 )

Amanda Yeo ..

Both cannot determine top o-level students..

So have to see prelims..

Today Mr Lek didnt come

cos Ah Ma passed away..

3 days wont come..

CME was the first lesson..

Nth to do slack cos Mr Lek nvr come.

A-Maths, Mr Kek also nvr come ..

so slack again ..

MT was next

After recess was chem..

Miss Wee took our class..

i sitting at the back so..

i cant even see her face -.-

During Recess got soo many kaypo..

I ask shafiqah to give something to someone..

Got so many kaypo comment -.-

Anyways i used to it also.

LalalAaa ..

Then SS, His/Geo.

1.30 journal..

Anyhow write..

Later go hall see O-Levels results..

This year much better than last yr ..

Gahh anyways..

Lazy to blog...

Weekends AGAIN..

2009-01-11T16:02:00.002+08:00

Today woke up late .. (10.30)

Then start to bathe..

Bathe finish do some homework..

First time i do homework willingly -.-

Abt 11.30 dad cooked chicken porridge.

Taste was so so ..

Eat liao sleep for another 15 mins.

Wake up go west plaza take photo

for IC ..

So troublesome..

take a few times then go

Koufu and eat ..

Eat le go collect photo..

I go home while my parents go see my sickish

grandma..

Grandma got stroke at the right hand..

Poor lady..

Now come home blog blog..

Wan to offline go do homework..

So "guai" hor lol

Tomorrow is your bdae. I wonder wad shld i write or say .. Bought present but cant find a suitable bag to put .. Kept thinking wad to write on the card.. Kept wondering. Wad will happen in few years time.. Will i be able to see you again? I hope so as i really do miss you when i didnt see you for a long time .. U lead me to the world filled with doubts..

What a day ..

2009-01-09T16:39:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to fish maha ... at ws ..

For dinner -.-

The food was not veri gd ..

I took some stupid photo for fun ..

hmm ..

today 1st period was maths..

Got my maths test..

I FAILED .. WOOHOO..

But actually it was a white lie ..

Miss Fong writing so untidy =x

Cannot see properly..

17 marks i tot is 1.5

Then i tot i failed ..

LOL.

Joshua said wtf ? then he

count for me .. say i stupid =(

-.- nvr see the no properly.

Nxt was history have to go over to 3e3.

After hist ss .. 3e3 ppl come to 3e4.

Next was reccess

After recess is SPA Chemistry.

SPA = Science Practical Assessment..

Not that type of SPA

Forget to bring worksheet heng heng

Mr Lek nvr see

Got Sci hod come ..

Miss Wee ..

Everyone was giggling like mad.

Cant even see her when she is

talking ..

Gahh ..

Today suppose to have CCA FAIR ..

then LKM dun allow me and joshua to go

say must give other ppl chances.

So we go home.

Reach home then use com..

Abt 4.30 suddenly hear police car ringing

Look down my window

got 1 lao auntie and 1 lao uncle..

talking to the police..

I tink is robbery..

The old lady like so kan chiong LOL..

Abt 4.45 then police bring both cpl to police station..

LOL..

What a day ..

Holy .. you are sitting in front of me .... stupid mr lek. ZZZZZZZZ

3 days ltr u will hav a difficult time going home .. Why? Cos ppl wil give you lots of present .. at least 5 .. i cant be bothered to give either .. LOL. Jk

FUCK YOU ..

2009-01-08T17:04:00.002+08:00

Lol today pe height and weight -.-

Heng height 172-173

weight 7x ..

then play basket ball ..

play wif wei siong.. 5 pointer -.-

Onli score 1 LOL

Next was chem test..

25 marks worth of test.

abt Elements.

Die .. nvr study so can get onli 15 lol

do worksheet copy notes.

Mr lek so gd ... after pe can change

to uniform..

Wee so dun nid to take recess time.

Recess was as usual then maths..

Song tat pissed me off ..

Lik parents nvr teach him to watch his mouth..

Sad case tis kind of ppl ..

Cb kia ..

Then got maths test.

it was so so ..

some qns dun noe.

forget abot the rest of the day..

Everyday i could only see you .. but i jus dunno wad to do .. mayb i m just suppose to see you but not talkin to you . everyday you jus seems to be more pretty and prettier ..

Skuuuu

2009-01-06T15:52:00.002+08:00

Ytd i finally slept early ..

About 12? LOL

Sku was as usual just that i nid to wear tie ..

Then 1st lesson was eng,

next was A.Maths..

Mr Kek was kinda interesting though ..

A.Maths abit different from E.Maths

It was MT ..

Rawrr ..

Chinese get B3 in reportbk cant change class.

The gal got C5 but can change class ..

WTF? Biased?

Arshole -.-

Was reccess then SS ..

Heng ..

Mr Tamen took our klas ..

Lucky not mdm ros ..

Hate that teacher.

Physic was next..
Didnt learn standard form yet so dunno wad the teacher talking ..

Talk talk..

Soon was chem then planning time ..

Didnt hand in klas layout

so i got scolding..

After sku got meeting wan to buy card of ly bdae -.-

big deal.. LOL jkjk

Go home so tired finally can relax but using com ..

Weee ..

You changed ... can see a different glare and shine from ur face ..

Its was a total difference.. Gone much more pretty and beautiful i tink.. Its a fact anyways..

Sku seems fun.. LOL~

2009-01-03T09:40:00.010+08:00

31st Dec ......

A lousy start for new year of course ..

Sucky ..

I m still studying at 12am......

Wanna rest and play psp but

mum cant seem to let me off..

zzZzZZz.. Cant watch the countdown either.

Dunno how the fireworks look lik =X

Msg -.- flooded with 31 new year msg

21 from family..

10 from frens..

Tried to send back also cannot send ..

Sms Traffic Jam o.O"

1st Dec ...

Obviously excited for school.

Cos frens have been reunited

after serperation for 1 yr -.-

surely make the hell out of the class ..

Gah ... 1st dec, the new year.

Wad first comes out of my mum mind is ..

HOMEWORK .. WTF?

-.- fated anyways.

Was studying history ..

write write, read read, think think..

Study about the Russia crap and Stalin ..

=.= Actually its quite interesting..

not bad =.=ll

Study and Study -.-

Study till 11+ then ready to go to slp

then i notice i forgetten to iron my uniform and shirt-.-

Woke up and iron till 11.20..

Pants so difficult to iron.

so long ..

FInally retire to bed at 11.30

Tossing and Turning non-stop.

Knew i was thinkin of something but didnt noe wad it was..

Toss and Turn and sms ppl for fun -.-

Kept looking at the clock.

From 11.30 - 1 am

1 am - 1.59 am

2 am - 2.29 am

2.41 am - 3.29am

3.56am - 4.59 am

and that was the last timing i looked before sleeping.

Woke up at 5.39 freezing lik mad ...

Cos i on the aircon + fan -.-

Sneeze and Sneeze ..

Bathe liao then wear clothes..

I didnt noe that the toothpaste so spicy =x

Cos it was a new brand of toothpaste..

Then took bus to school and wait at the foyer..

waited abt 30 mins then

ws ryan zav come -.- forever so slow

nxt joshua come ...

then talk talk talk talk talk ...

Anyways i didnt even complete my school holdiay homework..

Didnt care much about it actually ...

Mr Anwar soon came and ask us to go quarangle..

Nonsense ..

Upper sec still seat behind -.-

Actually seating behind is good too ..

So difficult for the principal or Mr Anwar to see us talking -.-

Waiting to see who is our form teacher ..

To my surprised~Mr Lek..

YAY~

Was talking and talking then

Maths HOD came .. o.O"

to catch ws hair -.-

Tio cut.. LOL

Then sing anthem and blah blah blah

we started to walk back to class..

Then suddenly Anwar want us to walk back to quarangle..

For dunno wad reason.

Cant even hear wad he said -.-

Should be scolding ppl for misbehaving outside of sku

during school holiday..

Then ask the boys and gals to stand up and check attire..

After that then can go back klas ..

Of course frens sit with frens..

Duhh ..

Sat right at the back ...

heh heh .. Mr Lek ~

Contact time ..

Here came the chatting of Mr Lek..

Blah Blah Blah..

My teachers ....

Form teacher - Mr Lek

Chem teacher - Mr Lek

Phys teacher - Mr Azam

History teacher - Ms Jamie Lie

SS teacher - Mr Tamen or Mrs Roslinda

English - Miss Leanna

E-Maths - RItina Fong

A - Maths - Mr Chow .. LOL

Mt teacher - sian .. Dai yu wen zz

PE - Mr Yapp

Yawnz..

Then Mr Lek appoint class commitee..

yay key manager -.-

Mr Lek give welcome gift..

Got tooth pick got bandage

Got eraser Got Star

Got Sticker

LOL. .

Reccess was 10.30

Queue was damn long

After that 12.30 go home liaos ..

Seriously i was looking forward to the next day of school....

I was sad when u dun wanna sms me .. Jus wan to talk to you .. Mayb for the sake of frens ... Misses the time when i talk to you.. Talking to you just make me feel happy.. Mayb talking to you can always make me feel better

Looking back ....

2008-12-31T19:24:00.003+08:00

Looking back at 2008 ....

Realising what a tough journey back home..

Studies is always the 1st in my list.

Though i dont want to study

but its for the future ..

This education going to help me through out my life..

To be more stupid and having a more stupid thinkin..

Earning more money so i can

"yang" the gal i love in future ..

I doubt u will be the one but still

i will continue to love you..

Silently..

Pretending i dun love you but in my heart....

Actually i still love and rmb the smiles u have

on your face ..

In 2008,

always thinking i may not even survive..

Who knows .. The next day u may die..

Who knows .. Get knocked down by a car?

Die in your slp?

Who knows ..

Though i know i should treasure you

but i doubt a stupid boy like me wont be able

to acheive ur heart ..

Didnt even dare to think about it ..

My New Year Resolutions ...

Hoping to talk to you which is impossible =X

Study well and successfully enter into the world of 4e4.

Fighting through all obstacles coming in my way..
Maybe sad obstacles, angry ones ...

As long as I dont think of you i wont feel sad ..

LOL ..

4 hrs 20 mins left to 2009..

Knowing its going to be another tough journey of education

and life..

Hoping you are happy with the person you love ...

Bored~

2008-12-30T19:30:00.001+08:00

~Loving You Always~

~Thats what i can say ~

2008-12-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hate you ...

2008-12-28T17:13:00.003+08:00

Arghh .. wads wrong wif my comm.. Back View

Front View

Arghh .. wads wrong wif my comm..

How come cannot copy paste photo from the website !!

Rawrr..

End up using print screen..

Finally Changed a handphone..

Used so many different phone..

First was the very 0 dollar value phone..

Then changed to nokia 6280, 6288 , 6300

and now my present one ..

Sony Ericsson W595..

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Hais ..

Quarrelled wif my parents again..

Hate it ..

I simply detest them especially they thought

study were easy..

So easy that why some other students can end up

in Victoria while i end up in Siglap..

Each of the children had their own

limit to studies.

Do A-Maths and get more than 5 wrong out of 20

also get scolded..

A-Maths is a new subject to mee yet they

think its like E-Maths.
Easy..

ZzZz..

If they think E-Maths is easy they

wont be working for ppl.. and earning

a few thousand per month..

Zzz.. So naive ..

Trying my best in everything alrdy..

Blamed me for anything that happened..

Hse blackout blame my fan ..

Hamster ran out of the cage

cos my sis didnt close the cage properly..

Also my fault.. Haiss ...

My mum found a Baby Book of me before

we argued ..

Thought i could treasure it..

I was so dam angry that i took the book

threw it on the floor..

And stepped it many times..

My mum stood up and gave me a tight slap..

Zzz...

Blooody helll..

Idiot ...

Dad scolded me just because my msg over

by 50 cents?

Hais

2008-12-27T00:53:00.002+08:00

Hais ..

y are there so many ridiculous news..

Flyer stuck,

Baby murdered,

Father drugged,

Murdered body rotting in the forest..

Hmm i wonder when the world could be

a better place to live in ..

Lol Mum made po piah today..

Finally you are back.. just wan to tel u how happy i m to see you back.. at least u make me realised you enjoyed urself. jus wanna tel u how much i miss you ..

DAMN IT .. FUCK YOU

2008-12-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FK IS THIS ...

I SIMPLY HATE ALL KIND OF FKING PUBLIC HOLIDAY..

Who would like to go out when u

are having a 39.3 degree fever + a headache.

I didnt wan to go out cos i m sick

and my fking parents and relatives said i

pour cold water on their outing to somewhere.

I dun go i could jus stay at home

while they go out..

Mum scolded me for being sick at the wrong time..

Ppl sick wad can he or she do .

Anyways i said that i cant do anything when i m sick.

I also cant prevent myself from getting sick.

In the end i got a fking slap from her..

Please come back.. Missing you quite abit ..